bakit ba kay hirap ng buhay... cno ba ang dapat sisihin? si Adan ba at Eba? sa pagkain ng pinagbabawal na prutas, o sa ahas na umudyok kay Ebang kainin ito? O di kaya nama'y sadya talagang tinadhana na lang tayong mga taong mag kasala. Kahit pa mang hindi ang unang dalawang tao ang kumain sa pinagbabawal na prutas, mamari ring magagawa to ng ibang tao at sa huli ay babagsak rin tau sa ating kinatatauan ngayon - ang maging makasalanan.... (wow! so lalim! my gosh! hahaha) :)
hahaha.. wala lng naisip ko lng bigla ito...
anyway, in relation to this matter (na talagang pinilit? haha joke) bakit nga ba ang hirap ng buhay? bakit me mga mahihirap at me mayayaman?... Pag dating sa pag-ibig, bakit minsan ay kailangan pa tayong mahirapan, MASAKTAN ng todo todo...kesyo namatayan ng minamahal, malaman na ang mahal mo ay hindi ikaw ang mahal at may mahal na iba, malaman na lamang isang araw na puro kalokohan lamang ang relsyon nyo, at kung ano2x pang kamalasang posibleng mang yari sa larangan ng pag-ibig!..hahaay... bakit nga pa ganito? bakit hindi nalamang padaliin ito, posible ba?... dalawang bese na akong umibig at dalawang beses na rin akong nasaktan ng todo... gggrrrrrrrrr..... ayoko na... sa ngayon, nilulubos ko nalang ang huli kong taon sa kolehiyo... ilang buwan na lamang...ggraduate na ako at aalis na ako dito, at maaring aalis na ako sa bansa... hahaay...i hate leaving...
gasgas na ang kasabihang, "there is still someone out there perfect/ right for you." Kung totoo nga ba talaga ito, e bakit pa kelangan nating makilala ang mga taong natutunan na nating mahalin ngunit sa bandang huli, hindi rin pla maari. sayang lamang sa panahon, emosyon, at lahat2x na!.... ang masakit pa e, kahit ulti mong pag kakaibigan na lamang ay hindi na naibabalik gaya ng dati. Exaktong isang taon at dalawang linggo na kaming hindi nagkikita...
Saturday, August 4, 2007
Tuesday, July 17, 2007
Sometimes love just ain't enough...
Sometimes LOVE just ain't enough...
i love this song... just wanna share ;)
I dont wanna lose you,
I dont wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side
And I dont wanna hate you
I dont wanna take you
But I dont wanna be the one to cry
That dont really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door
But theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
Theres a reason why people dont stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just aint enough
Now I could never change you
I dont wanna blame you
Baby you dont have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just wanna have it all
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking somethings gonna change
But theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
Theres a reason why people dont stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just aint enough
And theres no way home
When its late at night and youre all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
There beside you where I used to lay
And theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart they cant touch.
Theres a reason why people dont stay who they are
Cause baby sometimes love just aint enough.
Baby sometimes love just aint enough.
i love this song... just wanna share ;)
I dont wanna lose you,
I dont wanna use you
Just to have somebody by my side
And I dont wanna hate you
I dont wanna take you
But I dont wanna be the one to cry
That dont really matter to anyone, anymore
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door
But theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
Theres a reason why people dont stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just aint enough
Now I could never change you
I dont wanna blame you
Baby you dont have to take the fall
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just wanna have it all
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking somethings gonna change
But theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart you cant trust
Theres a reason why people dont stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just aint enough
And theres no way home
When its late at night and youre all alone
Are there things that you wanted to say
Do you feel me beside you in your bed
There beside you where I used to lay
And theres a danger in loving somebody too much
And its sad when you know its your heart they cant touch.
Theres a reason why people dont stay who they are
Cause baby sometimes love just aint enough.
Baby sometimes love just aint enough.
Saturday, July 14, 2007
'time heals all wounds'
"It has been said, 'time heals all wounds.' I do not agree. The wounds remain. In time, the mind, (protecting its sanity), covers them with scar tissue and the pain lessens. But, it is never gone."
-Rose Fitzgerald Kennedy
-Rose Fitzgerald Kennedy
Thursday, July 5, 2007
pig out!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sarap ng feeling pag laging libre ang pagkain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 waaaaaa (^@^)
today was the second and last day of Dr. Mel Levine's two-day conference at Every Nations at Global City... at wohhoo!!! talagang nilubos lubos ko ang libreng FOOOD!!!!!!!!!! hahaha well... d namn tlga xa totaly libre pero the fact na unlimited tlga ung food from coffee/snacks/meals and especially go nuts doughnuts sobra-sobra na ang 500 pesos na binayad namn for the entire conference at partida me booklet pang kasama! we were so very very lucky!!! we even get to meet Dr. Mel Levine HimSElF!! after the conference plus booksigning pa!!! hay grabe na to! kung sineswerte ka nga namn... hehehe
today is the bday of a friend of mine na taga green and white c JUNgKarler, at nung dinner, nilibre nya kmi ni yuri (take note three lng kmi kumain) ng yellow cab, 18 inches na NY's best! o dba! asan ka pa?!?!?! shiieeet!!! i feel so baboy na sa kinain ko for the entire two days!!!! tapos dagdag pa ang binili kong anim.. i repeat ANIM na cupcakes...hnd nman ako gaanong matakaw ano. no??!?! kaay feel ko makocontinue pa tong kababuyan ko for the entire week!!! waaaaaa..... wala ng damit na kakasya sa akin!!! pero wierd lng kc nung tumambay ako sa ground floor ng sps, hnd daw ako napansin ni eli dahil ang payat2x ko na daw.. KAMUSTA NAMN UN!!!!! feel ko nga ang taba2x ko na, tapos e2 pang nagsasabing pumapayat p daw ako... wahh!!! nakakloka!hahahhah
today was the second and last day of Dr. Mel Levine's two-day conference at Every Nations at Global City... at wohhoo!!! talagang nilubos lubos ko ang libreng FOOOD!!!!!!!!!! hahaha well... d namn tlga xa totaly libre pero the fact na unlimited tlga ung food from coffee/snacks/meals and especially go nuts doughnuts sobra-sobra na ang 500 pesos na binayad namn for the entire conference at partida me booklet pang kasama! we were so very very lucky!!! we even get to meet Dr. Mel Levine HimSElF!! after the conference plus booksigning pa!!! hay grabe na to! kung sineswerte ka nga namn... hehehe
today is the bday of a friend of mine na taga green and white c JUNgKarler, at nung dinner, nilibre nya kmi ni yuri (take note three lng kmi kumain) ng yellow cab, 18 inches na NY's best! o dba! asan ka pa?!?!?! shiieeet!!! i feel so baboy na sa kinain ko for the entire two days!!!! tapos dagdag pa ang binili kong anim.. i repeat ANIM na cupcakes...hnd nman ako gaanong matakaw ano. no??!?! kaay feel ko makocontinue pa tong kababuyan ko for the entire week!!! waaaaaa..... wala ng damit na kakasya sa akin!!! pero wierd lng kc nung tumambay ako sa ground floor ng sps, hnd daw ako napansin ni eli dahil ang payat2x ko na daw.. KAMUSTA NAMN UN!!!!! feel ko nga ang taba2x ko na, tapos e2 pang nagsasabing pumapayat p daw ako... wahh!!! nakakloka!hahahhah
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
hit and run...woohoo!!!
LSS: if we fall in love by yeng c.
hayy... wat a day wat a day!!!! (^-^) ang "adventurous" namn ng day na to! hahaha (^o^)
dahil:
una, muntikan na akong nalate sa conference na ipuntahan ko kanina... buti nlng nakaabot p ako, ilang minuto nlng...hahay....
pangalawa, FREE FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!! at sulit na sulit pa!hahaha
pangatlo, I GOT LOST!!!! and i have to drove around Global city several times..huhu, buti nalng me naiwan pang gasolina...hihihi (^-^)
pang apat, nagHIT ans RUN ako! waaaaahahahahah sobrang ang saya ng feeling!!!! at the same time nakakaguilty... hehe ;P e ok namn kc side mirror lng namn e... pero infairness... inisipan ko nlng na takbuhan ung car kc ang ganda... feel ko malalagot ako dun, pag naabuta ako! hahaha, e kc namn no!!! kasalanan nya rin yun, kc nga, on my way home (sa q.c. and im quite hurrying kc gabi na and i have to go back to school pa) sa tomas morato street, nakapark mismo ung fortuner na un!!!! as in! sobrang ang laki ng place na naoccupy nya! e bat trip namn tong nasa left side ko na car nag iipit! e ang bilis2 p ng takbo ko nun, so aun! hnd umabot ung slowdown ko kaya sumabit ung sidemirror ko sa side mirror ng furtuner... e xempre, ako lng mag isa nun kaya, haha! nag hit and run na ako! ang say2x diba!!! hihihi....pero infairness nakakatroma din ung experience na un... mejo natakot ako, pero xempre, lesson n lng na dapat maging aware na ako sa susunod. hehehe :p
hayy... wat a day wat a day!!!! (^-^) ang "adventurous" namn ng day na to! hahaha (^o^)
dahil:
una, muntikan na akong nalate sa conference na ipuntahan ko kanina... buti nlng nakaabot p ako, ilang minuto nlng...hahay....
pangalawa, FREE FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!! at sulit na sulit pa!hahaha
pangatlo, I GOT LOST!!!! and i have to drove around Global city several times..huhu, buti nalng me naiwan pang gasolina...hihihi (^-^)
pang apat, nagHIT ans RUN ako! waaaaahahahahah sobrang ang saya ng feeling!!!! at the same time nakakaguilty... hehe ;P e ok namn kc side mirror lng namn e... pero infairness... inisipan ko nlng na takbuhan ung car kc ang ganda... feel ko malalagot ako dun, pag naabuta ako! hahaha, e kc namn no!!! kasalanan nya rin yun, kc nga, on my way home (sa q.c. and im quite hurrying kc gabi na and i have to go back to school pa) sa tomas morato street, nakapark mismo ung fortuner na un!!!! as in! sobrang ang laki ng place na naoccupy nya! e bat trip namn tong nasa left side ko na car nag iipit! e ang bilis2 p ng takbo ko nun, so aun! hnd umabot ung slowdown ko kaya sumabit ung sidemirror ko sa side mirror ng furtuner... e xempre, ako lng mag isa nun kaya, haha! nag hit and run na ako! ang say2x diba!!! hihihi....pero infairness nakakatroma din ung experience na un... mejo natakot ako, pero xempre, lesson n lng na dapat maging aware na ako sa susunod. hehehe :p
Thursday, June 21, 2007
its so good to cry once in a while...
feelings: sad+sick+GUILTY
people say promises are sometimes meant to be broken. in my case... madalas sya at feel ko ilang bese ko ng nagawa sa mga tao ito... lalong lalo n sa mga kaibigan ko.
im sorry, siguro nga hnd pa ako ganoon ka mature to take resposiblities... umiiral p rin ang pagiging bata kong magisip at mag disisyon...
i dont feel so good now... nakokonsensya n ako, hnd ko alam na minsan ay nakakasakit n pla ako ng mga tao sa paligid ko. i hate my self! aarrrggg...
gusto ko ng mamatay... pwde na b akong mamatay? cnong willing bumaril sakin? hahaha
sabi ng isang kaibigan ko, makasarili daw ang taong nagpapakamatay. dahil tinatapos mo lng ang problema mo sa sarli mo ngunit paano n ang mga taong malapit at nagmamahal sayo? nadadagdagan mo p ang paghihirap nila.
hmmm... kaya cguro hnd ko kayang magpakamatay dahil mahal ko p ang mga taong nagmamahal sa akin...
=============================
its good to cry once in a while... oo nga, i'm feeling much better now. bat ganun? nakakgaan b tlga ng feeling pag umiiyak? hay... siguro napapalabas ko ang kalungkutan ko pag ako'y umiiyak... hahaha ewan hehehe :)
yey! masaya na ako!Hahahhaha WEIRD KO TLGA!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahhaah *LOL*
people say promises are sometimes meant to be broken. in my case... madalas sya at feel ko ilang bese ko ng nagawa sa mga tao ito... lalong lalo n sa mga kaibigan ko.
im sorry, siguro nga hnd pa ako ganoon ka mature to take resposiblities... umiiral p rin ang pagiging bata kong magisip at mag disisyon...
i dont feel so good now... nakokonsensya n ako, hnd ko alam na minsan ay nakakasakit n pla ako ng mga tao sa paligid ko. i hate my self! aarrrggg...
gusto ko ng mamatay... pwde na b akong mamatay? cnong willing bumaril sakin? hahaha
sabi ng isang kaibigan ko, makasarili daw ang taong nagpapakamatay. dahil tinatapos mo lng ang problema mo sa sarli mo ngunit paano n ang mga taong malapit at nagmamahal sayo? nadadagdagan mo p ang paghihirap nila.
hmmm... kaya cguro hnd ko kayang magpakamatay dahil mahal ko p ang mga taong nagmamahal sa akin...
=============================
its good to cry once in a while... oo nga, i'm feeling much better now. bat ganun? nakakgaan b tlga ng feeling pag umiiyak? hay... siguro napapalabas ko ang kalungkutan ko pag ako'y umiiyak... hahaha ewan hehehe :)
yey! masaya na ako!Hahahhaha WEIRD KO TLGA!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahhaah *LOL*
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
